in which she writes about the poisonous relationship she had with her late mama Debra McCurdy

who she says contributed to her problems

including her struggles with anorexia and bulimia

As Jennette tells it, her eating diseases were aggravated by her part as Sam

whose gimmick on the show was eating ridiculous quantities of food

It's tragically ridiculous," she told The Washington Post in a profile published Aug. 5

It made me so anxious because my character was constantly eating

Jennette tried to change this aspect of her character

It started to feel like my life was mocking me in every way

Hey, I am actually really floundering with this. So, can we not?